A New Angle

 Disclosure and intel is one aspect of the timeline. It's fleety, everchanging, and intangible. A lot of it is on the internet.

Matrix refugee initiatives, healers, and other physical supports is the other aspect and it is more hands-on, boots-on-the-ground, concrete.

One of the biggest reasons why stalling occurs is because THE TWO SIDES ARE NOT MARRIED.

We need to create a harmonized connection between both aspects of New Earth transition in order to succeed.

Disclosure without the other side becomes an empty super-addictive looping trap without concrete realizations.

Human support systems and concrete physical projects without disclosure becomes void of passion, meaning and direction.

Disclosure without its grouding twin becomes super out of balance and engulfing. It needs its twin to be kept in check.

Physical supports without its twin becomes just another matrix-absorbed tool.

In my view, we will only succeed once the TWO SIDES ARE JOINED TOGETHER.

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I should find someone, even a group - who is on the same level as me, but is of the Disclosure complementary side, because I contribute mainly in the physical support side. I beg Source to help me find them. Together we will be literally unstoppable!

And then we should find a facilitating "link" group/person that can help us connect both sides even more than what we can do as a duo.

Tips from a Disabled Human - Part 1

Phones

If you have a cellphone, make sure to not lose it! It could save your life and be a lifeline, especially since phone booths are becoming gradually defunct. I cannot lose my phone or SIM card because it would also cost a lot of mental energy just having to change my number on verything including my bank account. I'd lose access to many apps. Every night it needs to be fully charged, as well as before each trip. Bring a spare phone charging dock thingy if you can.

Paratransit

If you cannot use regular public transit for multiple transfers on a regular basis, apply for paratransit, or learn to drive if you can. Many disabled people are socioeconomically at a disadvantage, so I understand how disabilities can become very expensive to have. This is why some people depend on friends or family to drive them around.

Wheelchairs and mobility aids

If you have any sign of fluctuating pain or health problems making you use a mobility aid, it's best to have a varied assortment of aids if you need more than one. I have multiple canes, and also, try not to overestimate your abilities regarding tolerance, because we are not invincible physically. Whenever I decide to leave my cane at my group home when I go out I end up regretting it. Limping in the morning when I wake up is annoying.

When you get out of a taxi, don't close the side door immediately before opening the trunk. The driver could forget you have something back there and leave. Signal to them you still have something in the trunk. A tiktoker once had a driver leave with her wheelchair.

If using airlines or are dependent on taxis ansd need a scooter or wheelchair, there's plenty of airline-friendly one you can get.

If your disabilities cannot be taken seriously enough or you reasonably fear you'll get dismissed by Occupational Therapists (can be the case with FND or even some types of pain), state programs, psychiatrists and other therapists, for example because you are an ambulatory mobility aid user and can walk a lot of the time, but need help for long walking distances due to energy depletion, pain, fatigue, etc, and especially if you have combined autism or other neurodivergences making your BADLs/IALDs/ADLs more difficult, your only four options are either:

- donations by mutual aid

- used aids on online marketplaces

- paying with work insurance (or a parent's insurance)

- paying out-of-pocket

Personally, because my grandfather died last year (which is sad), and left us things, we'll be able to get me everything I need soon. But: crowdfunding may most likely not work unless you're famous on TikTok or whatever. And even then you have to really research different wheelchair types, etc. and even try demos or rent one.

Don't sweat it if at first you have to depend on a 900$ Amazon 'made in China' wheelchair and can't find a custom fit chair. In my region, wheelchair dealers don't do their jobs properly so you just go in and they think you want a hospital wheelchair or a scooter.

You will maybe have to get more than one wheelchair in succession, because other ones don't fit right to your body or energy or are painful.

Determination

I can drive.

I can speak.

I can read.

I can form independent opinions.

But however, I have several disabilities. GI issues. Autism. ADHD. Minor musculoskeletal deviations/stress that can cause big pain in waves.

I wake up every morning with my right ankle hurting so bad I limp or a few minutes.

I cannot stand for hours in a supermarket, otherwise I get very tired and have back pain.

I get back pain from sitting for long periods. Even though this is recommended for my job.

And also, my biggest disability isn't even acknowledged formally by most people. I call it "human integration disorder".

Eating, walking, working, showering, and doing basic human tasks, if I had to do it once in a while, I'd be okay. However, when it becomes routine, and repetitive, because we live as consciousness in a human body - it becomes cripplingly hard.

When you have more "severe" HID like I do:

- You become more sensitive to your own pain and suffering, and have far less tolerance for routinely, repetitive tasks that demand constant physical and mental human effort out of you - to the point that just doing that for a few years constantly drives you to the edge and can result in a mental health hospitalization. Happened to me several times.

- You might need internet body doubling just for basic self-care (with camera turned off for shower).

- Symptoms can fluctuate back and forth, but the disorder stays.

- You don't feel human in any way at all. You might hate being human. Absolutely hate being human. Even if it's subconscious in nature.

- Almost all foods give you GI problems.

- You are not comfortable in your body nor in many environments on Earth.

- People think you're not happy anywhere but that's not true, you just need very specific conditions to thrive.

- You have very uneven capabilities.

- You nered very specific conditions to thrive.

- You resort to seemingly drastic measures to compensate because there's not enough versatile options.

- The moment your body decides to heal itself, whenever it tries to 'tie the knot', it messes up worse.

My autism is considered low support needs. But my HID feels like it's MSN/HSN (moderate to high support needs).

I am not giving myself disabilities. I am discovering what I already have.

And yet, I persist.

The Universe Really is Looking Out For You

Recent events have made me have even more of a striking realization that Source cares far more than I've ever knew.

Last week, I was at my wits' end about having to clean my room on Thursdays. For context I live in a  group home. My astral guides knew how exhausted and frustrated I was about my life situation. Unexpectedly, one of our tenants was found deceased in their bedroom the same morning. The home staff decided to cancel all of our chores until next week so we could grieve. He was in his sixties. RIP Michel.

A couple months ago, I also had an interview attempt wiht James Rink as the host, which spectacularly failed and had to be removed off YouTube right after we ended the livestream. Because I had a trans flag in my room, some viewers threw repeated insults at me, accusing me of being attracted to children.

I learned a few months after the incident that Rink had died from DEW attacks. This is not the first time my interactions with a high-profile whistleblower lead to their unexpected death shortly afterward. I am not responsible for their deaths.

I often seem to bring misfortune to certain people. Probably because I am so entrenched in a specific mission. And it is certainly not my intent to cause misfortune.

My mother and I reconciled after a massive fall-out and we might go to the Telosian mountain this year, this is still in the plans.

Given these special incidents, I assume now that Source's attention and care for people like me is something I simply cannot fathom. I've only tapped slightly once into its energy, and I bawled for half an hour.

The NHI really should have been here by now visibly if that's the case. I think the restrictions that they have for contact are so sensitive and serious that it's the main reason they have not been able to that far.

They do want to, but can't.

Battle of Wills

If there is one thing that I want the groups responsible for supervising or overseeing extractions of potential candidate humans that need to have their free will vectors honored, it's that their agendas seem to have friction with my mission and my group's.

I have had an accumulation of increasingly terrible consequences simply at any given point in the last 6 years, whenever I was getting very close to realizing my CE5 plan to get a positive group of ETs to visit me so we could begin our collaborative mission of helping Starseeds, those of the 0.000001% who have the opportunity to start anew and begin a new life in Agartha or outer space earlier than most. I almost lost one of my Lightworker friends in a house fire that they experienced.

This isn't resistance. This isn't desperation. It is deeper than that; a battle of wills.

I am literally at war with various entities and egregores that have repeatedly attempted to sabotage my positively aligned agenda, no matter how stealthy I get, or how informed I become.

Like someone high up does not want to see me helping others ascend by extraction. And I already know this.

Like they want to do it their way through the government or highly controlled disclosure? This is upsetting, as I formerly assumed that the LF had their plans separately from mine. It seems like there is a conflict of interest - almost.

Wouldn't this make my agenda void? Do they fear me because I risk - positively - assuring a "catastrophic" disclosure? There is no catastrophic disclosure, only catastrophic concealing.

I've affronted a beast bigger than me. And believe me, I'm still at it. But the process has changed from the original plans.

So my message to whoever is doing this against us: Please stop. Seriously. You are harming everyone by making disclosure heavily controlled and paced. You seemingly don't care about our lives and all you want to do is build data centers and overhype AI for your new 1984 and for us to forget about the Epstein files. You don't seem to care about true disclosure when all you are doing is using intel pundits and governmental figures, politicians and questionable channelers to hide behind, to convince to release information in a slow, dripping manner. There is a minority of folks who are past all that and already want out.

Kids are STILL starving in Africa and the Middle East. That hasn't changed at all.

Is that why no ETs came to see me yet? Is it BECAUSE IT'S PART OF CONTROLLED DISCLOSURE? Because you all were fixating on trying to manage situations with AI and data centers, and the files?? What is done with the grid tampering underground? And don't get me started with the excuse that we need to rise more vibrationally before we meet. It's 2026 for fuck's sake!

I believe there are certain people who should be exempt from having to go through all this agenda of controlled revealing! They already have done the work! They're tired!

Wilcock is the last straw

I've had enough.

Someone needs to investigate thoroughly into the untimely deaths of dozens of UAP scientists and researchers, contractors who had access to deep information.

I cannot stand here and do nothing about the approaching reality of first contact, and its possible relation with retaliation unto scientists working for the government, and whistleblowers.

Honestly, I can't be intimidated so easily. Even James Rink, who did a failed interview of my story, has passed away from DEWs shortly after my story came out.

If you try to kill my friends, my family, and everyone else, even me, that's on YOU, dark forces. Not I.

That is YOUR problem

I refuse to be a deflector for your attacks.

I am still "human"

I am a sociospiritual worker that is self-employed, or rather "cosmically in motion".

I chose the role myself, before incarnating.

Like every other humanoid, I have limits. I get tired, exhausted, burnt out sometimes.

I have needs. If a sociospiritual worker, or just about anyone else, cannot have their basic fundamental needs met, then they cannot continue forward.

I make mistakes. I am human. I am not perfect. I grow from learning.

I also have a lot to share, but still, that is a lot of work. Like anyone else, I need rest.