STOP waiting and ACT! Your Waiting is Preventing others from their work!

Today, I wrote the following:

"I think the invisible wall that prevents me from meeting friends and family is like energetic retaliation from certain factions because I'm responsible for the Area Zero projects (not the Pokemon area zero, but a certain zone irl) and the implications of such a process are profound, because it is a primary trigger of Incontrovertible Disclosure. My friends/family may also have duties and unprocessed blockages causing them to rarely be able to reserve some of their time. I am always available most of the time, and I did a lot of work to cleanse my beliefs from disharmony. So I do not see any other causes behind this constant delaying/postponing/cancelling of events kind of roadblock. I am repeatedly trying the same end goal (contact/meetings) with the same roadblock, and someone said that is the definition of insanity. Maybe the bad guys want me to fixate on that association, so I end up discouraged and NOT attempting CE5 or meeting people;

But still, I understand there is a process."

Then, as I went downstairs, I realized something extremely critical was going on from a collective level.

It's the WAITING GAME that you are all feeding with your attention and convictions.

That game (even if they say it isn't one!) has been perpetuated by all of these New Age and Q sources who entice everyone to watch the "disclosure" show and await a savior to rescue them, who never arrives at all. Everything is delayed or postponed for years on end; financial reevaluations. mass extractions ("exiting stage right on a ship"), mass arrests, etc.

You've all been aimlessly sitting there, convincing yourselves (sometimes for legitimate reasons) that you must wait for a savior, be it Christ or aliens, because you can no longer do anything, no matter how hard you try, the same kind of collective barrier keeps you from attaining your goals because you have precisely been brainwashed by New Age et al. since 2012, literally.

By feeding your attention and beliefs wasted on this waiting game, you impact the missions of all those starseeds who have very urgent and important missions by creating a world where everything is delayed. You are actually unwittingly helping the dark side by inadvertently giving them PERMISSION to delay everything you ever wanted, by just waiting for everything to happen.

This is why I no longer rely onto COBRA's "Portal Blog" or others perpetuating this game. I figured it out a while ago that I had to venture off into my own timeline.

Your collective manifestation of waiting for an "Event" or fake "Solar Flash" is PREVENTING ME FROM ACHIEVING KEY HUMANITARIAN GOALS since 2021!

You will need an ENTIRE REORGANIZATION OF YOUR TIMELINE AND ENGINEERED EXPECTATIONS.

STOP WAITING AND ACT!

I really want to stop and take down the entire CIA and its respective cabal and Galactic Federation bosses just for causing this!

(sorry, I'm really upset today)

Alien does not Equal Demon

I am an extraterrestrial being in a human body. At least that's what I think I am. I am an immigrant who has repeatedly incarnated here. I am not from here, originally, but my consciousness does not bind itself to a narrow historical perspective broadly speaking.

My personality is neither bound to specific markers or vibrational words which can either expand or restrict. I am an ever expanding being, experiential as it is.

I don't live exactly a typical human life, but I do some typical human activities, actions and have some humanlike thoughtforms. For instance, I feel a wide range of emotions; but I also lack at least two human emotions, relational jealousy and hatred, or I feel them very superficially and they are hollow to me. On the other hand, I experience emotions and feelings  that are very foreign to have words for.

Humans tend to be afraid of reptilian entities, apex predators, and arachnids. They have strong ancestral trauma when it comes to these two. They commonly demonize humans who show "perverse" interests sometimes found in those, by pure instinct and social engineering, and ethics. And because they have multigenerational beef with such beings, it is quite justifiable.

Look at the popular movie Aliens vs Predator. Big, gigantic monstruous creatures, with sharp fangs and teeth. This is a collaborative effort from the media and the deep state to train and prime the Earth's human population for a fear response when thinking of any possible encounter with a NHI. The reason is that they do not want the humans to empower themselves, by not fearing them, and that they wish to engineer a false alien invasion scenario. Why engineer a false flag event if they also spread potential disinfo about the Galactic Federation being humanity's savior? This all ties into the Phenomenon.

For ages now, humans have attributed human understandings and attributes to concepts which they do not have the necessary insights or knowledge to understand. And now it's only backed up even more by "neo-Christianity" and Abrahamic zeitgeist.

And now, what is a demon exactly?

I have an aversion to demons because of past experiences. I struggle to even think of one without somatizing. But in original terminology, demon means "wise one", daemon. Lucifer means "bringer of light". Hence, fallen angels. And I think for every demon there are ten angels. And what exactly is an angel or a demon can become dubious.

There are no demons. There are no angels. Every being is multifaceted and cannot be reduced to a practical universal generalistic equation, all the while there are some markers and traits to be wary of for self-perservation. The universe is a vortex which folds itself upon you.

PSA: Save your Important Messages and Media!

Hello. 

This is a reminder for everyone, who is aware of exopolitics or not, that your social media apps and softwares, and websites, are mostly compromised. Please remember to screenshot or save your important messages and media. Over the last 2 years, I have heard, and even seen evidence of, reports from people I personally know, that some of their online conversations have mysteriously been deleted, or that special messages from an uncertain source have been sent into direct messaging streams on their phones. On Discord, iMessage, and even Gmail. 

The most notable example I can think of is the iMessage inserted text from a group proclaiming to call themselves the Intelligences, into my friend's i Phone, which was inserted in July of 2022. Now, this is not my story to tell so I invite you to talk to Ellie in the discord link in the description to figure out more details. There was also a reported instance where an image was deleted from a private conversation. 

On Discord, it is otherwise impossible for your own message to vanish in a DM unless you delete it yourself. And recently in a group I talk in, there were mysterious real-life events that sequentially happened to multiple users. While we cannot yet know for certain what intentions the persons who were responsible for such events had, it seems that regarding the current state of exopolitics, and earthly political dynamics, it is no surprise that the signs are becoming more and more obvious. Interference with civilian activities, even if it is a test, seems to increasingly become more commonplace and overtly displayed. Also remember to save your favorite media in case something happens to the grid, but I don't want to be all doomy here.

That is my public service announcement. Stay wise.

   

   

Why I Secretly Dislike the Internet

If I had abilities to telepathically google anything I wanted, then I would not need to use a computer at all.

I'm an ancient one. The sole cause of my dependency onto electronics seems to originate from childhood exposure, before I realized who I actually am.

Computers are somewhat soul-sucking machines. I do not like being hooked onto using them all day, but I literally have nothing else to do because I am still semi-homebound.

The question is, what prevents me from honing my telegoogling ability? This matrix vibrates slowly, so it is especially very slow to open it all.

We Need A New Disease Prevention Program

Don't be mislead by the title of this note. I would love to defend antivaxxers, but I am too lazy to do a video about it for now.

I stopped getting vaccines in adolescence, even though I got my childhood ones, even with flu shots multiple times.

Our current vaccines are extremely awful to intake into our bodies. They kinda "work", with antibodies and stuff, but neurotoxic effects are not rare at all.

I would like to help develop, in my Aftertimes, a "vaccine" program that is entirely optional and that contains NO bad ingredients, reducing drastically the potential for side effects. I'm not completely educated on how vaccines work, but I guess all you have to do is put in a dead pathogen or exosome, with absolutely no additives or foetal cells. They would not only have injectable intramuscular forms but also dermatic patches as well.

And if someone doesn't want it, that is totally okay. It's not going to be obligatory.

Furthermore, you can help alleviate disease by rising your vibration above fear, even though that is not the only preventive you can have.

The Psychology of First Contact Enthusiasts

First contact is a phenomenon of relationships forming between extraterrestrials and humans. There are a few thinking patterns commonly found with people who desire first contact (or extraction off-world) the most, and those are the following according to my observations:

- Resistance - some no longer wish to invest themselves into mind games, "lessons", and feel as if they have nothing significant more to appreciate, learn, or contribute on Earth. The reasoning with this logic is that the longer they remain on Earth, the more painful and stagnant their conditions become psychologically.

- Truth-seeking - seeking to expose what one perceives as deception. and understand the truth.

- Mourning and longing - the thread that connects our families and us feels thin, so naturally the person, as their DNA strives to return to its original frequency, will inevitably seek people and realms that match its original vibration. If they cannot, the default mechanism could be the imposition of their own values onto their immediate surroundings.

- Escapism - a longing to leave a harsh and poisonous world.

There is nothing fundamentally bad within those terms, although I never knew any contactee or wannabe contactee who did not have at least one of these hallmarks, even if not constant.

Update 3/2/2024

Happy March, y'all. How are you?

I've been a lot less paying attention to "intel" or Blogspot lately. I have a few annoyances to resolve, and phases of interest or energy investment come and go. To be truthful, I don't always focus solely on how to make the planet better. I also have my own personal work to do, and I have been diagnosed with a functional neurological disorder so I will be in a wheelchair when I go out.

I am doing bleh but ok. I feel that it is not my duty to "liberate" everything on Earth, and the question whether Earth is actually being liberated or not in the current times has been quite a subject of debates. I am only here because I wanted to help accelerate the triggering of first contact. Since I will get a wheelchair, I will try to see if using it would make my travels safer.

Even in the Portal Blog's comments, I get the impression that everyone is beginning to grit at their wits' end.

I will attempt also to do small meetups of CE5 enthusiasts in Greater Montreal if you are interested this year.

Liberation is not something that is always reliant on provability, as most of the "proof" emanates from a slow gradual process of Disclosure - as Disclosure is not one big newsflash. you will not find concrete evidence on CNN and the mainstream channels, even the UAP conference of last year - rather, you have to know where to find it.

Personal note: I swore to myself that I would do everything to not end up homeless again.