Update

I'm still alive. I am doing okay after a couple of life hurdles.

More life progress being made.

I am actually Transgender.

It is to no surprise, but I now have more anchoring in my true identity. My first coming out two days ago had a person that reacted with transphobic nonsense, lol. Most others were really kind and supportive.

My pronouns are he/she/they. In real life, I mostly use he/they.

Plans for the Future, Warning About Catastrophic Disclosure (Update 5-13-24)

Hello, readers. this is Tay. Some time has passed and I was busy in my own personal situations, as always, but I want to share some updates with you regarding my contact experience.

- There are presently, redefined meanings in my understanding of my own Experiences, and from now on I will include my contact experiences and other forms of spiritual experiences under the broader idea of "Experiences".

- My dream and telepathic communications have incremented quite a bit, and so has nephelomancy (cloud divination). But clouds are always my most reliable source of information, since even my own conduit is prone to distorted signals. So I have a backup channel. I now know the "cloud names" of more of my loved ones, including one of my ET children.

As for projects:

- A "Catastrophic disclosure event" is approaching. I just know - partially because of my own role in this process. We have rectified and redefined how we will go about with the mission to get a ship to appear in low altitude in front of me and my friends, in an undisclosed area (or for beings to appear). This is called project Area Zero. Not as in the Pokemon thing. Project Area Zero is the name of all of my contact operations and protocol.

Be prepared for any potential large-scale electricity grid and internet shutdowns, and/or retaliative attacks after a catastrophic, incontrovertible disclosure event. Not saying it WILL happen, but be wary of retaliation and interference strategies by the backstage's bad actors.

- I have proposed to my crew the introduction of a webseries after small-group first contact happens, where you may be able to see a "Therianomorph" or humanoid extraterrestrial being talk directly to you and the viewer as well as uploading educational capsules. This idea was first proposed by another channeler, who sadly exited the stage in 2023 before she could do her project, so I will be the torchholder for that part. uncertain

- I fell for a scam, and my two bank accounts got either closed or frozen, so I ask humbly if you can donate to my Paypal. it's all solved now

STOP waiting and ACT! Your Waiting is Preventing others from their work!

Today, I wrote the following:

"I think the invisible wall that prevents me from meeting friends and family is like energetic retaliation from certain factions because I'm responsible for the Area Zero projects (not the Pokemon area zero, but a certain zone irl) and the implications of such a process are profound, because it is a primary trigger of Incontrovertible Disclosure. My friends/family may also have duties and unprocessed blockages causing them to rarely be able to reserve some of their time. I am always available most of the time, and I did a lot of work to cleanse my beliefs from disharmony. So I do not see any other causes behind this constant delaying/postponing/cancelling of events kind of roadblock. I am repeatedly trying the same end goal (contact/meetings) with the same roadblock, and someone said that is the definition of insanity. Maybe the bad guys want me to fixate on that association, so I end up discouraged and NOT attempting CE5 or meeting people;

But still, I understand there is a process."

Then, as I went downstairs, I realized something extremely critical was going on from a collective level.

It's the WAITING GAME that you are all feeding with your attention and convictions.

That game (even if they say it isn't one!) has been perpetuated by all of these New Age and Q sources who entice everyone to watch the "disclosure" show and await a savior to rescue them, who never arrives at all. Everything is delayed or postponed for years on end; financial reevaluations. mass extractions ("exiting stage right on a ship"), mass arrests, etc.

You've all been aimlessly sitting there, convincing yourselves (sometimes for legitimate reasons) that you must wait for a savior, be it Christ or aliens, because you can no longer do anything, no matter how hard you try, the same kind of collective barrier keeps you from attaining your goals because you have precisely been brainwashed by New Age et al. since 2012, literally.

By feeding your attention and beliefs wasted on this waiting game, you impact the missions of all those starseeds who have very urgent and important missions by creating a world where everything is delayed. You are actually unwittingly helping the dark side by inadvertently giving them PERMISSION to delay everything you ever wanted, by just waiting for everything to happen.

This is why I no longer rely onto COBRA's "Portal Blog" or others perpetuating this game. I figured it out a while ago that I had to venture off into my own timeline.

Your collective manifestation of waiting for an "Event" or fake "Solar Flash" is PREVENTING ME FROM ACHIEVING KEY HUMANITARIAN GOALS since 2021!

You will need an ENTIRE REORGANIZATION OF YOUR TIMELINE AND ENGINEERED EXPECTATIONS.

STOP WAITING AND ACT!

I really want to stop and take down the entire CIA and its respective cabal and Galactic Federation bosses just for causing this!

(sorry, I'm really upset today)

Alien does not Equal Demon

I am an extraterrestrial being in a human body. At least that's what I think I am. I am an immigrant who has repeatedly incarnated here. I am not from here, originally, but my consciousness does not bind itself to a narrow historical perspective broadly speaking.

My personality is neither bound to specific markers or vibrational words which can either expand or restrict. I am an ever expanding being, experiential as it is.

I don't live exactly a typical human life, but I do some typical human activities, actions and have some humanlike thoughtforms. For instance, I feel a wide range of emotions; but I also lack at least two human emotions, relational jealousy and hatred, or I feel them very superficially and they are hollow to me. On the other hand, I experience emotions and feelings  that are very foreign to have words for.

Humans tend to be afraid of reptilian entities, apex predators, and arachnids. They have strong ancestral trauma when it comes to these two. They commonly demonize humans who show "perverse" interests sometimes found in those, by pure instinct and social engineering, and ethics. And because they have multigenerational beef with such beings, it is quite justifiable.

Look at the popular movie Aliens vs Predator. Big, gigantic monstruous creatures, with sharp fangs and teeth. This is a collaborative effort from the media and the deep state to train and prime the Earth's human population for a fear response when thinking of any possible encounter with a NHI. The reason is that they do not want the humans to empower themselves, by not fearing them, and that they wish to engineer a false alien invasion scenario. Why engineer a false flag event if they also spread potential disinfo about the Galactic Federation being humanity's savior? This all ties into the Phenomenon.

For ages now, humans have attributed human understandings and attributes to concepts which they do not have the necessary insights or knowledge to understand. And now it's only backed up even more by "neo-Christianity" and Abrahamic zeitgeist.

And now, what is a demon exactly?

I have an aversion to demons because of past experiences. I struggle to even think of one without somatizing. But in original terminology, demon means "wise one", daemon. Lucifer means "bringer of light". Hence, fallen angels. And I think for every demon there are ten angels. And what exactly is an angel or a demon can become dubious.

There are no demons. There are no angels. Every being is multifaceted and cannot be reduced to a practical universal generalistic equation, all the while there are some markers and traits to be wary of for self-perservation. The universe is a vortex which folds itself upon you.

PSA: Save your Important Messages and Media!

Hello. 

This is a reminder for everyone, who is aware of exopolitics or not, that your social media apps and softwares, and websites, are mostly compromised. Please remember to screenshot or save your important messages and media. Over the last 2 years, I have heard, and even seen evidence of, reports from people I personally know, that some of their online conversations have mysteriously been deleted, or that special messages from an uncertain source have been sent into direct messaging streams on their phones. On Discord, iMessage, and even Gmail. 

The most notable example I can think of is the iMessage inserted text from a group proclaiming to call themselves the Intelligences, into my friend's i Phone, which was inserted in July of 2022. Now, this is not my story to tell so I invite you to talk to Ellie in the discord link in the description to figure out more details. There was also a reported instance where an image was deleted from a private conversation. 

On Discord, it is otherwise impossible for your own message to vanish in a DM unless you delete it yourself. And recently in a group I talk in, there were mysterious real-life events that sequentially happened to multiple users. While we cannot yet know for certain what intentions the persons who were responsible for such events had, it seems that regarding the current state of exopolitics, and earthly political dynamics, it is no surprise that the signs are becoming more and more obvious. Interference with civilian activities, even if it is a test, seems to increasingly become more commonplace and overtly displayed. Also remember to save your favorite media in case something happens to the grid, but I don't want to be all doomy here.

That is my public service announcement. Stay wise.

   

   

Why I Secretly Dislike the Internet

If I had abilities to telepathically google anything I wanted, then I would not need to use a computer at all.

I'm an ancient one. The sole cause of my dependency onto electronics seems to originate from childhood exposure, before I realized who I actually am.

Computers are somewhat soul-sucking machines. I do not like being hooked onto using them all day, but I literally have nothing else to do because I am still semi-homebound.

The question is, what prevents me from honing my telegoogling ability? This matrix vibrates slowly, so it is especially very slow to open it all.