The Universe Really is Looking Out For You

Recent events have made me have even more of a striking realization that Source cares far more than I've ever knew.

Last week, I was at my wits' end about having to clean my room on Thursdays. For context I live in a  group home. My astral guides knew how exhausted and frustrated I was about my life situation. Unexpectedly, one of our tenants was found deceased in their bedroom the same morning. The home staff decided to cancel all of our chores until next week so we could grieve. He was in his sixties. RIP Michel.

A couple months ago, I also had an interview attempt wiht James Rink as the host, which spectacularly failed and had to be removed off YouTube right after we ended the livestream. Because I had a trans flag in my room, some viewers threw repeated insults at me, accusing me of being attracted to children.

I learned a few months after the incident that Rink had died from DEW attacks. This is not the first time my interactions with a high-profile whistleblower lead to their unexpected death shortly afterward. I am not responsible for their deaths.

I often seem to bring misfortune to certain people. Probably because I am so entrenched in a specific mission. And it is certainly not my intent to cause misfortune.

My mother and I reconciled after a massive fall-out and we might go to the Telosian mountain this year, this is still in the plans.

Given these special incidents, I assume now that Source's attention and care for people like me is something I simply cannot fathom. I've only tapped slightly once into its energy, and I bawled for half an hour.

The NHI really should have been here by now visibly if that's the case. I think the restrictions that they have for contact are so sensitive and serious that it's the main reason they have not been able to that far.

They do want to, but can't.

Battle of Wills

If there is one thing that I want the groups responsible for supervising or overseeing extractions of potential candidate humans that need to have their free will vectors honored, it's that their agendas seem to have friction with my mission and my group's.

I have had an accumulation of increasingly terrible consequences simply at any given point in the last 6 years, whenever I was getting very close to realizing my CE5 plan to get a positive group of ETs to visit me so we could begin our collaborative mission of helping Starseeds, those of the 0.000001% who have the opportunity to start anew and begin a new life in Agartha or outer space earlier than most. I almost lost one of my Lightworker friends in a house fire that they experienced.

This isn't resistance. This isn't desperation. It is deeper than that; a battle of wills.

I am literally at war with various entities and egregores that have repeatedly attempted to sabotage my positively aligned agenda, no matter how stealthy I get, or how informed I become.

Like someone high up does not want to see me helping others ascend by extraction. And I already know this.

Like they want to do it their way through the government or highly controlled disclosure? This is upsetting, as I formerly assumed that the LF had their plans separately from mine. It seems like there is a conflict of interest - almost.

Wouldn't this make my agenda void? Do they fear me because I risk - positively - assuring a "catastrophic" disclosure? There is no catastrophic disclosure, only catastrophic concealing.

I've affronted a beast bigger than me. And believe me, I'm still at it. But the process has changed from the original plans.

So my message to whoever is doing this against us: Please stop. Seriously. You are harming everyone by making disclosure heavily controlled and paced. You seemingly don't care about our lives and all you want to do is build data centers and overhype AI for your new 1984 and for us to forget about the Epstein files. You don't seem to care about true disclosure when all you are doing is using intel pundits and governmental figures, politicians and questionable channelers to hide behind, to convince to release information in a slow, dripping manner. There is a minority of folks who are past all that and already want out.

Kids are STILL starving in Africa and the Middle East. That hasn't changed at all.

Is that why no ETs came to see me yet? Is it BECAUSE IT'S PART OF CONTROLLED DISCLOSURE? Because you all were fixating on trying to manage situations with AI and data centers, and the files?? What is done with the grid tampering underground? And don't get me started with the excuse that we need to rise more vibrationally before we meet. It's 2026 for fuck's sake!

I believe there are certain people who should be exempt from having to go through all this agenda of controlled revealing! They already have done the work! They're tired!

Wilcock is the last straw

I've had enough.

Someone needs to investigate thoroughly into the untimely deaths of dozens of UAP scientists and researchers, contractors who had access to deep information.

I cannot stand here and do nothing about the approaching reality of first contact, and its possible relation with retaliation unto scientists working for the government, and whistleblowers.

Honestly, I can't be intimidated so easily. Even James Rink, who did a failed interview of my story, has passed away from DEWs shortly after my story came out.

If you try to kill my friends, my family, and everyone else, even me, that's on YOU, dark forces. Not I.

That is YOUR problem

I refuse to be a deflector for your attacks.

I am still "human"

I am a sociospiritual worker that is self-employed, or rather "cosmically in motion".

I chose the role myself, before incarnating.

Like every other humanoid, I have limits. I get tired, exhausted, burnt out sometimes.

I have needs. If a sociospiritual worker, or just about anyone else, cannot have their basic fundamental needs met, then they cannot continue forward.

I make mistakes. I am human. I am not perfect. I grow from learning.

I also have a lot to share, but still, that is a lot of work. Like anyone else, I need rest.

Representative

I have long wanted to create a community of my own, geographically.

The maintenance and demands are quite astounding for a task like that. To be a representative of a large community, holds a level of responsibility that most cannot handle. During my life, I have been in positions where I moderated and ran online communities a few times. These went quite well.

As a responsible representative, I am in no way desiring to control or dictate how others should think, feel or live. I am deeply against it. I have been personally trained by various people, and even spiritual guidance, on how to master my ego and connect deeply to my Soul, and purpose.

I am not a representative for the Galactic Federation. I am a representative for certain Starseed groups, especially certain ones who have a purpose of extraction. And by representation, I mean that I embody an example, and overall higher energies and positive wishes they may have. A pillar. A backbone. Without me, critical things could fall apart. But I don't control or lead.

Along with some of my friends, it is my job to protect and educate parts of the Starseed community to the degree that I can, and speak for those who can't have a voice.

Of course, I have my own humanness and problems too. So I make sure to work on myself the best I can.

Not everyone wants or can handle such roles.

Critical Questions 2

Q: I'm tired of all this fluff, spiritual ego appeasing and love and light talk. I want real action!

That's what I am doing and want to inspire others to do as well. One of the Universal Laws is the law of action. Idleness is a real problem not just in the starseed community but with the "LF" as well. As above, so below. Because of us not being able to see "tangible results" other than war executed by the elitist groups, we tend to mirror, unconsciously, this hesistancy as well to act, in the starseed community.

Q: Don't benevolent factions have to step aside and invite more competent groups to finally trigger the real deal in the prospect that they cannot bring themselves to to a "diehard" move?

That's what I actually prefer to happen at this point of the progression of things. I imagine though that such a move could cause shutdowns of power grids, the internet.. or, massive retaliation from the darkies. However with the more limited resources the DF have right now, this should not be as bad as if it was done 10 years ago.

I woluld honestly prefer retaliation from the darkies rather than thousands of civilians becoming mentally unstable to extremes due to field disruptions, even though the two effects can happen conjointly; and also, I think we are already prepared for First Contact so the fear of ontological shock should be thrown out the window. Humanity is already too destabilized right now. And by the darkies' retaliation, we have something to fight for.

I'd rather be kidnapped aboard a dark fleet or grabbed and sent to a FEMA-style camp for first contact lightwork if that was to happen, than see the whole starseed community crumble apart from conflict. One person versus millions. That way, we will all know what is really going on.

Critical Questions

Q: No one ever tells us how to destroy the system from the inside out.

There are a few options, but they may or may not be suitable for all:

1. Procreating and asking a protected soul to incarnate using methods that protect them from being plugged into the Control Net/Grid. I have a friend who did exactly that and his daughter, who is still a baby, is supposed to be at least unplugged from the Soul Control Network. This is an advanced technique and only for those who want children biologically. These children are our future, also. Their presence can annihilate completely Earht's control grid in the future, and the generational positive cycle can go on if they decide to.

2. Forming a starseed alliance. Someone would have to specialize in defense systems, and we would have to approach or be recruited by exopolitical/exomilitary groups for potential opportunities for collaboration or help. Not necessarily be in a position of leadership, but mostly collaboration on levels closer to our material vibration. There are also many astral missions to do, but I understand completely that we might want to start seeing more concrete physical things. This is what I am working on launching with ETs/NHI.

Q: What are we supposed to do with nothing? No weapons, low on money, no support group, no superpowers that are fully active? At least give us something to do concretely!

I think even living full-time on the Earth's surface is no longer the strategic option it once was for most of us. There used to be utter Hell and torture chambers and DUMBs underground and all of the military deep network of doom. Since those are cleared, it is no longer suitable for many starseeds and Lightworkers to be trapped on Earth's ground level living in the system. We should have access to underground cities or social networks and we have that right, as long as the Agarthans and related groups agree to it and honestly, I would totally negotiate with them a solution for entry. Sad to see only high clearance personnel for secret intelligence programs have that opportunity if even consensual. Civilian groups, probably starting off with Lightworkers, should have access to these areas of Earth as long as we are trustworthy in ethic and behavior.

We have to find and create "gateways" for opportunities to be apparent more visibly.

Q: What happens once we are off-world?

Many New Agers and channelers talk of a timeline split where many people would disappear out of thin air. Bible talks of those "left behind". What it actually partially talks about is the starseeds and Lightworkers who will leave Earth's surface and go underground with the Underground Peoples or off-world with NHI. This is exactly why I am preparing to travel to the Telosian mountain. Lately, my NHI guides were yelling at me "You have to absolutely go there!!" besides, we are preparing to sell my late grandfather's home, so that can help.

What could unfortunately occur may be a sort of starseed-centric "replication" of some situations with exopolitical conflict once many of us are set underground or off-world. Some aspects of this new reality may mirror what kinds of corruption that occurred with Lightworkers and starseed groups already who were on the surface, therefore it is CRUCIAL to place a sort of filtering of starseeds who want to fulfill such important positions with NHI off-surface. There would be a creation of a unique realm of challenges and opportunities, but off-surface.

Therefore, I will no longer say "off-world", but "off-surface".

There are off-surface newcomers who will handle weaponry. Some will be therapists. Others will be trained for various roles. Intelligence. Communications. Relations. Pilots, maybe. Some of us still have dormant memories from other incarnations or self-aspects.

It's not just about changing your appearance post-contact.