Hi, Talia here. A few of you may already know from my alternative COBRA forum that I am transgender and that I have a desire to change bodies. Suffice to say, there are a few motives for this change.
- First of all, transgenderism. This is a no-brainer. If you are transgender, have you ever wished to have a different biological sex? Well, here's the thing. Most of us do.
- I am a Lightworker. Or at least I would identify as one. My humanitarian projects are extremely important and I have been potentially veered onto a path where I will eventually help extract some Starseeds away from Earth. For this, I have to represent them, but this is also a soul calling. I am not the one who decides who gets to leave on a ship; I might simply be a helper and an advocate. When I meet the ETs, I will lobby in favor of exfiliating the most needy ones to no end; also for TEMPORARY extractions, which are considered abductions most of the time - I don't want others to get abducted, but taken consensually and fully informed. People like me on Earth are a rarity. Very uncommon. However, there are criteria for exfiltration and this is not a joke. Some extractions will be PERMANENT, but not mine (yet). I have to keep a basis of presence of Earth for now to help people.
- My frequency and my energy. I am an embodiment of everything many Starseeds within a certain collective desire, not in the sense that I am their desired person but that I carry their torch, so I ache with them. I can't change this, I am simply this way. So I also change avatars in a message of solidarity.
- For self-expression purposes and for catharsis, as well as a sense of refreshing of my life. I will be able to leave behind what no longer serves any purposes for me personally.
- Practical needs, such as the ability to develop psionics more easily since all of the toxins will be removed from my body.
Because my appearance will have drastically changed, if I can undergo and am allowed to undergo such a transition, and change, then, I will have to go into hiding from my family and treatment team, and move away. I will ask whether I can appoint agents to inform them of my leaving without breaking the NDA, so my treatment team doesn't freak out or call the authorities. Anyway, the Quantum Computer will decide if I am eligible..
Again, THIS IS NOT A JOKE.
Overall, your points conclude mostly with my own desires!
ReplyDeleteSo – even though it should be self-explanatory – I will tell you my perspective:
- Around the age of 18, I started to imagine myself living as a woman and it always felt natural to me. Accordingly, it also has been always natural to me to express my feminine self in virtual worlds.
- In late 2021, I experienced gender dysphoria for the first time all of the sudden. It was cruel and it was very difficult for me to handle the pain in a meaningful way. It was at a time, when I just entered my 30s. Usually, when people reach a certain age, they realize that there’s much more in life then just chasing short-term pleasures like parties or video games. My own mind set changed in a similar way; I became more aware of my desire to make more out of my life in the long run, but I realized that my own body is the biggest obstacle of all when it comes to my dreams! In the meanwhile, my gender dysphoria has been reduced to a degree it doesn’t get too much in my way anymore, when I have to function within society. But, life is much more than just about functioning, right?
- My male body is a great obstacle regarding sexuality and romance.
- When I had the right body, I could be myself. Having the right body is part of my life dream, that’s it! Others might not be able to understand my dream, but at least, they should respect it.
- Theoretically, I could survive in my current body for 50 - 60 more years, but what would be the point of waiting for so long anyway?
Bonus point: Physical agility and softness
Have you ever noticed that women’s bodies tend to be softer and more flexible then men’s?
This is something I would like to have, too!
Here are some further thoughts by Chat GPT:
“Why are women often more flexible?
Here are a few main reasons:
🧬 Anatomy & connective tissue
On average, women have more elastic connective tissue - in tendons, ligaments and joint capsules, for example.
The hormone estrogen plays a major role in this. It makes the tissue softer and more supple - evolutionarily useful for pregnancy and childbirth, for example.
🦴 Pelvic structure & joint angles
Women have a wider pelvis and often a slightly different position of the hips, knees and ankles, which has an effect on mobility.
The joints are often designed to be more “mobile” - men tend to focus more on stability.
🏋️♀️ Muscle mass & tension distribution
Men usually have more muscle mass, which can also lead to a certain stiffness.
Women often tend to use smaller muscle groups in a coordinated manner when moving, while men use more strength and large muscle chains - this influences how flexible someone appears.
If you compare a man and a woman of the same age, fitness level and ideal weight, it is likely that the woman will perform better in classic flexibility tests (e.g. sit-and-reach, shoulder mobility, hip mobility).”
I'm glad you were able to find change in your life :)
ReplyDeleteBut yeah, me too. I am enrolled in online school and currently looking for employment.
I haven't always been an MTF. In fact, it's only around the last 7 years that I started to feel this 'becoming' happening.
I'm also saving up to pay for driving classes, thanks to a certain legal person who can safeguard some of my savings.
I could even live temporarily in my (eventual) car when I get the chance, but ideally not, because I want to have a home and an address. But I would have an extra place that's somewhat safe. I don't want to rely on lifts or public transportation but if I want to attend my driving classes, I have to use the bus, obviously. Here in Canada, the entire driving course takes 12 months.
I also made an IRL friend who has greatly helped me get around.
Once I am settled with driving, I can go explore and do CE5 anytime I want. Lol.