Maybe it's just me but I feel like I'm starting to see through the illusions of the whole disclosure-collapse-ascension overlap spheres. Even something such as suggesting me to find like-minded folks and create a community garden just rubs me the wrong way. I mean, I know it's a good idea, but.. idk, I feel something cosmic is 'off' even if it's a good intent. I'm not someone's mutual aid libertarian toy. I don't want to participate into a Twitter echo chamber.
It's like anytime I want to get a sense of belonging into a community of sorts, I get disappointed, or almost mentally poisoned from the activity in there.
Many communities are based on belief systems and ideologies and the well is saturated with those.
So it's like... what am I signing myself up for?
"Oh, a new brand shiny community! Let's ruin it by either infiltration or the human stupidity factor! And then see it split or fall apart!"
Communities need to sustain themselves on a main value or spiritual message that repeats itself throuhgout time. It is their food.
Because we can't even fucking function in harmony without laws and rules.
Otherwise, anomie prevails. Because it's how we tend to be after living our whole lives obliged to conform, and one day you're told that all this means nothing, and a purge happens, because you get ontological shock.
Also, a community that is centered around one person or following a group is not a community to me. It's a fandom, a horde. There's no care for treating each other right, they all just look up to their idols.
That's what I feel is awful about humanity. We don't see ourselves, or barely, as a true 'community'. We tend to see ourselves as slaves to a higher power, that we have to overturn for some of us. We're a fandom, even when we don't want to be deep down. Just.. a 'collective', that happens to have qualities and a soul.
Well, I have seen this horde behavior too often already in my life - but paradoxically, the more I see, the calmer I get! As long as you keep grounded, as long as you savor the little things, it's not too bad actually. In fact, most problems of these times are related to overthinking.
ReplyDeleteWhy I got calmer? Well, the more you see the same patterns, the less they can throw you off balance - since it gets easier and easier to predict human behavior.
And speaking of communities:
There will never be a real connection among people, if everything is being kept online, never. Especially when it's just all about recycling the same stuff over and over and oh boy, I have seen so much of it! 💀💀😂😂
I had great success for some time in 2020 with a real life group during covid. And the best part: They were proof that you are not the only awakened one. As far as I remember, they had no knowledge about this planetary liberation stuff, but they were nevertheless lightworkers and above all: They were human, real, authentic!
Well, and the next 5 years were pretty hellish... but I also got a hell lot more resilient!
Currently, I don't want to collaborate with anybody right now, because I am busy enough with other stuff at the moment. However, I am nevertheless convinced that it's just a matter of time, until I will find another group - in real life!