Blessing

 I "seem" unemployed.

But the truth is this:

I have a very unusual "employment status". And I'm going to say this neutrally with no agendas or attached intent: I have various degrees of presence in 3 different nonprofits-in-becoming: an artistic group, a Starseed/experiencer advocacy group, and a grassroots "anti-system/capitalism" gardening resources initiative (they are very new groups, the starseed one is now legally registered but not yet a 503c3). Each of them have a bunch of people already. The ufological one is starting to gain big ufological momentum on TikTok, and I also recently had a contract for a company that trains independent businesspeople/entrepreneurs and it's so casual that they let me train for a few months of Zoom meetings before signing my contract. I am also part of a more 'personal' second starseed group since a year and a half or so but their revenue will be book sales for now and it's not an organization but they might have their own starseed church/temple in USA at some point. And lastly, I'm looking for a part-time "in-person" job with an employment center and they are thinking of referring me to a resource for autistic/neurodivergent people. The other ones are online/remote.

Despite that, most of my days are spent not even fully actively working with them because they are still forming, in early stage. I'm not even paid yet, because they have to become official 503c3's/nonprofits. I have no imposed timeframes, no deadlines, and I am still beginning despite having been in some of those things for a while.

I'm really not trying to have a hat contest here, as I said, my intent here is neutral, and especially not trigger envy. I'm just wanting to explain that even if you don't follow traditional jobs, or cannot, there's organizations out there that are forming (or accept you even if you don't have a diploma or experience of any kind) and are looking for members. If I wasn't on disability I'd probably be homeless or dead by now. As for me, it's very weird but my astrological aspects probably makes it nearly impossible for me to remain completely without any occupation and all of my "positions/roles" reflect my values in some shape or form. I did not require any experience or degree for ANY of them. You just have to know where to look, and know your interests well.

It's also about time I start being more active with them. I may have felt all the time like I just want to be beamed off, but I already have their support, and sometimes I forget that or underestimate their role and importance in my life.

It's like I barely do anything laborious and I get... this type of... blessing. It's so effing strange but a major gift, I embrace it.