Current Circumstances

I didn't think my ascension times after 2020 would become as horrible as it is now. Having all the disabilities I have, and now possible hypermobility, I'm starting to think that my current path towards personal "liberation" is too difficult, beyond what I can handle, and a lot of it is attributed to the machinations of the residential mental health system and their complicit buddy groups.

The length of how long I've been in group homes is not too common amongst people my age, I speculate. I'm being held hostage and medically trafficked, on a level of cosmic law, even if it doesn't say so on paper. As a result of their endless pressure to perform independence conforming to the system, my sanity has become a joke. More like, they are a cruel farce that has kept me in invisible chains, between 4 walls called a group home.

I wrote 2 years ago in a letter to my star family that if they don't intervene, or at least contact me physically in more than 2 years, then it will be considered a major failure and I may possibly end up devastated almost beyond repair - I implied that they will have to watch me crumble.

Now, 2 years later, they are seeing the results of non-intervention.

While I hold no ill feelings against them, I've also began to call upon larger galactic groups to help, and NOT one of them has ever tried to appear even semi-physically, save for a few distant UAP sightings. I can understand their fears regarding lurking evil attacking if they did, but like someone in particular keeps saying, mercy does not wait.

I originally wanted them to meet with me physically or semi-physically so that I can be helped on a more solid level, not just for me but for the good of all. I wanted to hold the torch that was at first held by Sharon Stewart when she passed in 2023, not having fulfilled her mission of opening an ET base. Shortly before her passing, I did tell her I wanted to work on her project too.

The most aid I've gotten after 2023 has been through human starseed groups, and the UEI organization. But that's not enough long-term.

Meanwhile two of my friends have been directly contacted, digitally or physically. Why not me?

Why didn't I get mysterious text messages from The Intelligences intruding in a texting stream?

Why wasn't I encountering secretive Pleiadian-like humanoids at a convention?

Maybe my turn is soon for open contact. At least I hope so.

This is outrageous.

I want answers.