UPDATE! 5-21-2025

Normally I do not write such posts without more assured confirmation but..

An emergency divine resort and mechanism has been triggered.

I intuitively confirm COBRA's update on DREAMLAND seems timely or correct.

I also report here that GESARA and the QFS are now active, from Telegram.

In my personal life, something unprecedented is happening. Not first contact, but the gateway to that is now steady.

We're entering the phase and the accelerated contact and personal extraction timeline seems more steady now.

Griffon, to me: "Do share."

Coming to terms with who I am

Figured out over time that I have a High Need/Drive for Autonomy. I don't have Pathological Demand Avoidance, but I just hate so deeply any kind of social authority. Do I follow basic laws and act like a decent human being? Yes. I have empathy and a moral conscience. There are rules in society that we follow as guideposts to harmonize our collective. However, I hate this societal paradigm of control and power over others so much that it sent me into a mental crisis so many times. For example, I live in a group home and just being asked to do chores drives me crazy.

I also have fluctuating, unpredictable wonkiness in my health. It’s not 100% stable. Mentally and physically. I use my walking when I can. I do things that I can do when I can. I work out when I can. I can’t go beyond that and have to really listen to my body, mind and soul. Otherwise, I crash.

I am a complex plant and need very freeform leeway to do what I need to do otherwise I implode really fast. Some degree of structure is nice, like with schooling, and keeping my space orderly and clean, however, I can't keep up with so many tasks to do at once. It's not just tiredness, but actually I feel so enslaved every single time. My whole soul screeches.

I need more support than I believed. I need some other people to help me fulfill my work. I can't do all this by myself alone! So far I have a group of IRL friends.

I just simply want freedom. Within reason.

Important channeling message 5-11-2025

Dear humans,

We have noticed that ufology and disclosure have become too fragmented and divided, saturated with a process of regulated and controlled ascension, collapse and disclosure all at once.

If humans cannot even dig into a field that begins with going inward and trusting yourself and instead externalize their egos, doubts and fight for who is correct.

And is to the brim with naïve Lightworkers and humans, grifters, attention seekers and questionable intel providers and UAP field representatives, someone needs to shatter the entire illusory paradigm by setting the whole record straight once and for all, or incontrovertible evidence, or both.

Since ascension involves systemic collapse of systems, then disclosure, EVERYTHING in the collapse and disclosure fields have been profoundly infiltrated and controlled until now. We request that the process of a Controlled Disclosure Triad (Ascension, Disclosure and Collapse) be brought back to Terrans.

This is THEIR ascension. This is THEIR collapse. This is THEIR disclosure. We are THEIR ET and NHI family. Cease murdering scientists, spreading exopolitical and religious division, and silencing and attacking whistleblowers if you, the ones who organized all of this program, truly care about handing the torch back to Terrans. Don’t you?

If you keep perpetuating the same “protocols” and extreme gatekeeping over and over, forever delaying tangible results and promises of them, the Earth’s children have no choice but to take back what was stolen from them, just because it is Divinely Karmic. And my friend Talia here is willing, to take some risks.

Your overhand on the Controlled Ascension, Collapse and Disclosure Programs ends here. Full stop! They are all one. We demand that you hand back humans back the torch of their own decisions and fate, and while Talia does very much appreciate the Alliance’s and galactic efforts to help, it has gone out of hand with the control.

Our present-future starts with not Greys, not the Galactic Federation of Worlds, despite their influence and work, but.. humanity. This is why Talia is so adamant on telling you all since day one and why she wants CE5 so bad. Some do not want this.

The Humanity process is going to enter a new stage. The Triad Program and GFW programs are temporary. 2012-202X.

This is the reason for rehashed info again and again, at least a lot of this.

They were progressively making us and Humanity ready in vibration and frequencies, but since day one, we have been tired of waiting. All of us. This is why. The program is controlled by people who are not us, not Terrans, even if designed for humans.

Not a cabal issue. Not even a government problem. But cosmic.

We intercepted in Talia’s head so that she would think it’s her own ideas, and co-authored this as Talia’s family and Talia’s soul herself and we wish you a wonderful evening, and night.

5-11-2025, 17:40 EST

Update 5-9-2025

If you spiritually "apply" for extraction but they refuse or can't extract you, don't fret because you won't be left behind. Me and the other humans I work with mostly share this vision.

I am currently collaborating with a new nonprofit being currently in legal registration called UEI (United Experiencers Initiative). They are pretty much an amalgamation of civilian Experiencers and Contactees doing their own disclosure process and it's going well but there may be other branches forming eventually, like mine (psychosocial work with exo-relations). The creator of the UEI, Nebula, is a contactee.

While I don't agree with everything they share, I gave Nebula some ideas on solutions for Experiencer enthusiasts and seekers.

That way those of us who are rejected applicants but still seek contact will be secured by the existence of a collaborative nonprofit and may still get an opportunity to meet ET entities -- depending on your own path and intentions. You still have a voice. It's like a rite of passage in a way.

What we are doing is like a much more concretely physical and tangible project than Cobra style intel. Like a parallel line.

If you can't stand following COBRA and friends anymore, I recommend UEI highly, as it may give you something more proactive to participate in.

(And you are never obliged to)

Besides, I met last year another internet group called Mystinar that deals pretty much with contactees too and we are thinking of getting me out of Quebec on occasion for simply taking a break and having me form new networks and social connections. It just takes certain things to be done before I can do so.

Clarification

Some people may confuse this "Greater Exodus" thing with the private exfiltrations.

They are NOT the same.

I have no confirmations whether the Greater Exodus will happen.

The Small Exodus consists of a tiny, tiny percentage of humans. Possibly only a few dozen, more or less, to a few hundred, who are eligible. Get it? Eligible by the extraterrestrial family and the Light. I am not even certain myself of the number. I'm only a searcher of starseeds to consult with them for what they want and report it back to their ET family. My personal CE5 will help trigger the process. Then my role will become that of a galactic social worker.

So, if I don't meet the ETs first, it may either take even more time, or a few aspects may not occur. They need a starseed representative and advocate.

Besides, that counts all of the temporary extractions.

And yes, you will be alerted before it happens. It might be with a letter, phone call, email, dreams, telepathic messages, or other methods. Or if you know me, I will contact you. Either you'll have to go to a nearby location or stay home, which varies greatly per case. No, you won't have to travel hundreds of miles. And we will give you a window of time to prepare because your extraction will most likely happen at night time.

All of these procedurees have to be vetted and confirmed by the ET families respectively and their affiliations. So don't expect to be taken overnight. You'll have to meet them first and then the choice is yours.

I didn't just wake up one day and decided to claim myself to be an exodus helper. All of my life led to this point, with most aspects threaded to end up in this finality.

This isn't salvation. You may still get certain adjustment difficulties after that. If you are approved, it was meant to be already and you may already perhaps have sensed it. If you are approved, that's because we know this is not just an egoic need for being rescued but far deeper. It's your literal death away from Earth, minus the physical death. It's a spiritual life project in itself. It's what your soul most needs, not just wants, and we know you absolutely wouldn't survive much longer without it, as in, your Higher Self would rather trigger physical dying than continue on Earth for 10 more years. Also, there could be a lot of healing processes in place.

 

Spoons

While I am not chronically ill, and only had a chronic illness for 3 years, I am somewhat easily tired. This has always been the case, except I get bursts of hyperactive energy.

My energy timeline is very wonky. Part of why is because I'm a complex plant and need particular conditions to thrive. Even things such as living at the wrong place, can hamper my energy and stamina because of energetic surroundings.

I know I have so many ideas, projects, and my brain rarely shuts off; however, I am prone to easily burning out or quitting continuous labor, mostly repetitive daily tasks or routines -- but mostly when it is ASKED out of me by someone else. Less so when I'm alone, although I once was negligent regardless of circumstance. When that happens, depression sets in, and I can feel like I want my life to end, or to run away. I want freedom and independence -- at this price.

Freedom should not be arduous daily repetitive chores that are forced. It should be fun. You shouldn't have to do chores at the expense of someone else having control on your housing, and being threatened with eviction if you don't do it. "Credit checks", ugh. Sadly because of the cabal's shenanigans, we do not have yet access to technology which could significantly improve our lives. Downsides such as dependency on such technology are present.

Neglect runs in my family. My father is a deadbeat, my mother struggles with depressive episodes, and my sisters are neurodivergent and struggle to clean up after themselves at 18 years old. But also, I think my family is the same. We need peculiar conditions to thrive. Medications can also alter the process in a negative way.

Our society disadvantages disabled and neurodivergent folks. There always has to be a "rationalization" for being tired. No, I don't always have to justify my experiences. They just are.

Update 5-2-2025

A majority of the lightworkers are said to have to do up to half (50%) of the work for collaborating with their ET friends, family and teachers. In my case, I have to do 35-45% because of my disabilities and issues. I was told that today. They give me leeway to rest.

Your astral friends are flexible sometimes. They can adjust certain parameters or circumstances, make decisions that will inevitably benefit you in some way, although you may not always realize it.

Some people have negative guides because they joined the dark side. Like Bill Gates. He could have had negative guides that teach him to wreck havoc.

It's not abou rescueing or saving. It is a very common misconception that if you do nothing and wait, you will be saved. On my birthday (5/1), I channeled my astral partner and he said that they are not servants and that freeloading and abusing your guides' energy and time is not how reality works.

The truth is, you have to work out your way to eventually meet those ETs you long for, and attain a range of frequency -- not just by yourself but the steps and actions you execute -- such as for me, preparing a CE5 trip, maybe to Mount Shasta, who knows.

CE5 is not "saving". It is an opportunity to meet. If you are exfiltrated, whether temporary or permanent - this has to be for a very good cause. Like, soul-deep important. You also maybe have to be part of a starseed family. If there is literally no reason, even in your soul agreements, to continue being on Earth, and you are all alone, having no dependents, you are awakened enough, and your soul has been screaming to get out for years, then you may be considered by the ETs. Even then, it's a very small percentage of people. The only other option is physical death, and I don't condone suicide unless you are terminally ill and need MAID.

If you try reaching out to the government, nothing will happen.

Many people want to be extracted off-planet, but it is unknown how many exactly meet the criteria.

I have strong feelings about this.You do not need to die to finally meet your ET family in person. Even with the strong interplanetary defense and attack systems put in place, I find that nonsensical UNLESS your original family and peoples really oblige dying to go there because they are too protected to consider alternatives.

Although CE5 may seem like a bypass, my conclusion is that it happens in perfect timing. I "waited" for 5 years before I could finally get a hold of doing an actual trip. No one showed up, so it wasn't the correct window of temporal alignment yet. And by waiting, I mean, waiting until I actually have enough money. I also had to recover from a crippling disorder and it took 3 years. I was also originally going to go to my friend's lodge, but every time, it failed due to an interfering force.

As humans and starseeds, inviting ETs and intraterrestrials to meet and greet with us is a tricky process - also because of our beliefs and the information we are spoonfed whether freely or paywalled. They are not asking us to be perfect to finally meet them. The exopolitical aspects of their presence of Earth also comes into play; they have no rights and are not a legally recognized group.

As for me:

I'm a unique case. Because I applied for a soul agreement to lobby for and trigger such protocols, they have to reach out to me first for this to kick off. However, others can begin their preparations regardless of what I do.

Despite all of that, my project is to pretty much become a galactic social worker for ETs and starseeds.

This does not require an Earth-based schooling or training because you can be schooled by ETs. Besides, I can't even bring myself to complete high school studies at 23 years old. I tried many times in vain. I as well cannot continue to be on Earth without any sense of direction or purpose; another solution is to be brought.

Any program for Earth education can't really launch me into what truly vibes with my soul and heart, because my mission's career is not taught on Earth. Not even the military. So I may have to consult with an off-planet school. Do you see why I need first contact? They will just bring me into their facilities.

As a galactic SW, here's what I will perhaps be doing:

Exosocial reintegration -

1. Lobbying for the right of visiting space on a spaceship or being extracted;
2. Helping ETs and humans reunite
3. Helping space-trafficked humans reintegrate into Earth if they choose to, after their healing;

Education -

1. Teaching, instruction and acting as a nexus, facilitating connections;
2. Act as a helper or "Earth experience advisor" for how to proceed with a few exopolitical things

My schedule will be extremely busy.

Ths isn't about public contact. It's about private or small group contact, which will then lead to public contact.

In order to fulfill the transition, I have to train myself to become a galactic social worker, and my personal first contact event is to initiate the hands-on work for that. Pre-contact is similar to prep school. Which I hate doing.